which is it???

So it kinda sucks when you really care about someone yet you really dont know if they feel the same way about you.. or that they are so selfish that it's tearing you guys apart,that they choose you last each and every time, week after week, it hurts that your feelings are in someone elses hands, that they could not even care about your happiness and treat you so bad, that when they tell you something, youjust seriously wonder are they really being sincere ( please god are they finally changing) or are they bullshitting me like crazy. Could this really be happening to you, or is it all completely fake, and gonna hurt so much worst when the truth really comes out, which one is it... Only they know... Our happiness lies in the hands of others, that sucks especially when they dont love you the way you love them...